Getting Close to Seth

I went to Ellen's house to study for the SATs today. We tried to find a creative way to study so every time we go over a word, we make up a sentence using it and then write it on Ellen's cast. I had to leave early though, because my mom called me to say I needed to get someone to drive me home to pick up our Audi, so that I could drive it to the car dealer and pick my dad and her up from there. Apparently, the car dealership gave the new Honda we were going to buy today to someone else. Seth offered me a ride home, and I was thankful. I've been wanting to spend some more time with him alone. We start by talking about his "next big thing," whatever that may be. Then out of the blue he startled me and told me he's been wanting to kiss me lately. It was about this time that we pulled into my driveway. I asked him why he liked me, but he said he didn't have one specific reason. As I got out of the car, he told me to lean down. I did, and he kissed my left, unhurt, eye. I said nothing, but got out of the car shaking and walked into our garage. I got into the Audi and drove to the end of our block before I just had to pull over. I felt like I had in the hallway with Ellen and the balloons again, the sickening heart attack feeling. I called 911 and got out of the car, falling onto the pavement. The ambulance came and took me to the hospital, and my parents got a ride home to meet Jack. By the time my family made it over to the hospital I was okay, and they took me home.