Stronger

So I've been using this blog for awhile now, as a way for me to track my progress since the screaming, stopped. Now that I've reached the point in my life where I know I can handle it, I've decided to end my blog. For my last update, though, I thought I'd mention that I still don't have the courage to look at the memorial Web site Jack made for Cameron. The screaming, stopped doesn't bother me like it used to, but I am still sad, and I have realized that this will never go away. It's something that happened and I was involved. I can not change this, and I will never forget that night. This doesn't mean, however, that I need to live the rest of my life paranoid of driving or parties. I wish Cameron was still here, but through this all I've become a stronger person. I know I can handle what is thrown at me; I have learned that.