To Drive? Or Not to Drive? That is the Question!

Last night was the first night we spent here in Florida and I had another nightmare. Once again, it was about the accident. It was so embarrassing! I asked Ellen not to mention anything about it to her parents, and she was more than happy to keep her distance from them. This morning I called my mom. She told me that Seth has been trying desperately to reach me. I told her I just don't pick up my phone when he calls and I asked her to do the same. Early in the afternoon Ellen asked me if I would take her for a drive. She hasn't been able to drive since the accident but I didn't want to drive, because it's been a nerve-wracking experience for me ever since, well, I killed Cameron. I told her I felt sick. I told her this several times, and when she realized I really meant it I could see her face drop with disappointment.