Friday, May 23, 2008

Jack

After this my mom took me out to eat lunch, and I started to feel a little better. Not that it mattered though, because everything was lost when I got home and saw Jack for the first time since...well... since I killed his girlfriend. Jack just looked at me at first. His eyes were like icicles, cold and unforgiving. My teeth were chattering, and I was scared. I never meant to hurt anyone. All he said to me was, I'm glad you're okay, and then he turned to watch TV. I don't know if he understands that I liked Cameron and had grown close to her. She was almost like an older sister to me, someone I, too, enjoyed being with.

1 comment:

Anna said...

Anna, mom asked that I take a look at your blog and post a comment because she thinks it will make the situation better for the both of us. You mentioned that you feel you killed Cameron. The thing is however, you didn’t. She was in your lane; it’s not your fault. I know I haven’t said much to you since the accident, but it’s because I’m sad. I’m trying to deal with the passing of the person that meant the most to me, and it’s hard. I’m not mad at you; I’m just sad that Cameron is gone.